Tomorrow

If you and I are close, you know what tomorrow is! I am nervous, anxious and excited as well as scared out of my mind. What if I don't get it? Am I strong enough to do it on my own - can I be that determined?!? What if I do move on... 5 months is a long time -- I miss the heck out of Javier right now and I saw him 4 hours ago and only went 4 total days without seeing him! I've never gone more than a week without talking to my mom! Can I handle the workouts? Can I survive? So much going on in my brain right now and I am supposed to be awake in less than 7 hours (and for me we all know that isn't much time at all) So I'll waste the 1:05 minutes my computer has charged then force myself to sleep!

Javier and I came to San Antonio on Thursday the 10th - we had a BEAUTIFUL wedding that Saturday for Stephen and Amanda Freeman! The wedding was at San Fernando and the reception was at the Majestic!!! yeah it was great! I'm so happy for them. On the same lines of these wedding things, I got my invitation to Christina's today!!!!! I love that kid so much - and can't believe her and John are finally gettin hitched!

Javier went back to CS on Monday - for he had to work on Tuesday, I stayed in SA with my mom all week long! We painted her shed in the back yard, replaced some rotted boards and got it looking brand new. Too bad that was supposed to be day one and we had 4 other full days planned of good hard house work to occupy my time... The shed took 2 days - not bad and it looks great, so we woke up on Wednesday with every intention to clean out and paint the garage - yeah needless to say - that didn't happen! So what did we do instead? We went and bought a baby kitty! Her name is Madi - she's a dark calico medium hair kitten. She is hilarious, and will totally fit in the household perfectly (well, once she realizes Paje and Dori - a German Shepherd and Beagle - are not out to get her, and that JOJO is just a visitor) She's actually with us now, but in mom and dad's hotel room :). Thursday in turn, proved to be a day of re-rest (because we didn't get enough rest on Wednesday) and shopping. Mom, Grandma and I went to tons of cool little shops! It was fun - then we left for the big old town of Waller! we didn't get to Dad's till 11:30 and got up early today to go to an AMAZING dog show in Houston! I'll write a seperate one about that later!

a little "yay" moment right now is I am dozing off, so I will try to sleep - wish me luck! and i'll keep you updated as often as I can :-D

night